I understand how you feel, sometimes I wonder how my life would be like If things were even a little bit different.
I see my friends passing me by and it hurts because once upon a time i was "better", had better grades, more extra curricular activities and even more life experience thanks to all the traveling I made since I am a little girl.
My family is a very competitive one and they wanna be the best in everything all my siblings have more than one master and I feel like I have nothing.
I miss my friends and family but I would miss my husband a lot more.
The truth is that besides all the things that could have been better I am happy.
I could be happier but without hubby all those other things wouldn't matter I wouldn't be happy at all.
He and my chis are my family and our wellbeing is my priority.
I hope you find something that interest you. Make the most out of living in Japan that's a wonderful thing, very few people get to experience that.
Best of luck,
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