Thank you Ladies! You have no idea what your kind words mean to me. I would love to take a holiday and escape but its just not something we can afford. I try going out with some good friends of mine to take my mind off it and it does help for a moment.
With it being the start to a new year I want to keep a positive out look, I want to fight the demons that I've been holding on too. This board has always been so full of love and I'am so thankful to be apart of it

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All in the town were still asleep,
When the sun came up with a shout
and a leap. In the lonely streets unseen
by man, A little Dog danced. And the day began.

I wish I could give you a hug.
I Pray for you and your husband
Where in Michigan are you?

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In His Service
Theresa and Amberleah Lou Lou

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Just a few minutes from Detroit actually, Eastside

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All in the town were still asleep,
When the sun came up with a shout
and a leap. In the lonely streets unseen
by man, A little Dog danced. And the day began.

Oh OK I live in Northern Michigan near Cadillac/Manistee. Hugs!!

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In His Service
Theresa and Amberleah Lou Lou

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I love that area its beautiful, sadly we are stuck near the city, I love this state been here my whole life but I would love to move away from where we are now, which is a goal of mine for this year. To go further north , Thank you for the hugs it means alot

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All in the town were still asleep,
When the sun came up with a shout
and a leap. In the lonely streets unseen
by man, A little Dog danced. And the day began.

Oh sweetheart, my heart is aching for your loss. I'm so sorry. Hugs.
I agree wholeheartedly with the girls, and know you'll be ok in time.
I wish I could take your pain away. For what it's worth, I'm here if
you want to talk. I might not know all the right things to say, but I
can listen. Hugs.

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LS
Thank you so very much, I was nervous about posting, I didnt know how everyone would react to something like this. I couldnt have asked for more kind words. Even though the pain of everything does get to me still I know it the end it will make me stronger as a woman. It helps to share my story and to just get all the feeling I have bottled up out.

All of you ladies are so amazing to me, I was so nervous about posting but I can't express enough how happy it makes me that I did. All the kind words are more then I ever expected. I'm sitting here with tears in my eyes as I write this and for once in what seems like a very long time, there not out of sadness and grief. You are all such a blessing and I can not tank you enough

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All in the town were still asleep,
When the sun came up with a shout
and a leap. In the lonely streets unseen
by man, A little Dog danced. And the day began.

Oh sweetie, reading your story I had tears in my eyes too. I think all of us here
have experienced loss of some kind, so we feel for you. Do not be afraid to talk
about it, talking about it is part of healing. I think you are very brave for opening
up, it must of been very difficult. I will keep you in my thoughts, I wish you
strength, and peace.

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