Oh my - I wish I could say something to make you feel better! But I can't!
I can say that as far as I am concerned losing a fetus at any age has to be devastating! I think you coming on here and sharing your story is a big step! I am glad you did. Even though we can't physically be there for you, we are "here" for you. I will pray that all goes well for you. You sound like a very mature young woman, I sincerely wish you the best.