I'm up still cause I had another anxioty attack while getting ready for bed. Not toally sure what trigured it, but its getting very annoying. I just feel sad and emotional and drained. *sigh* I hope things get better when I wake up later

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I'm going for like the third time to the Animal Rescue League.
I'm going to see if they have info about Emotional Support Animals and such.
I was told that I should keep open to different types of dogs if I can get one for Emotional Support.
The only other dogs I've looked at really is the American Eskimo (mini size) and the Cockapoo.
But the main dog I want is a Chi cause their small enough to have in this size apartment.

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Good luck on your housing situation and finding your chi .

When we were looking for somewhere to rent (moving back to the UK) we could *not* find anywhere, nowhere would rent to us with 2 cats and a chihuahua.

We looked and looked, eventually we found a lovely place *but* they asked us to pay a pet deposit, which meant doubling the normal deposit on the house ..we have had to pay £2400 ($3500) of a deposit in case of any damage, we know they won't damage but the owners don't so i understand why.

We'll get it back when we move out but still, its ALOT of money, we had no choice though, we have to live somewhere.

one of my friends has a golden retriever service dog in her apartment. no problem

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I went to ARL and I saw this most wonderful dog!! I want him badly.
His name is Trooper and his a 1 yr old male.
His not a Chi.
His a American Blue Heeler/Dachshund.
His adorable and I just wish I could take him home.
Here's the album--> http://www.facebook.com/album.php?ai...0&id=534418066
As soon as I started to think of leaving and heading for the door, he began to cry and bark. I was so sad to leave him cause I knew my parents won't let me get him.
I began crying while still in there and broke down in the car before driving back to my apt. with my roommates and crying more there.
I started having another anxoity attack and now am depressed knowing I can't have him unless I can change my parents minds.
They're now saying its money, and if that is so, I can stop going out to eat and spending so much on stuff.
I'm commited to doing this.

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Gasp...Weez...Cough!! *dust fills the air* o.O I live!!...well sort of...
I feel so horrid to you all :'(
I feel off the face of the earth on here, but not with Intent!!
I had moving from the first floor of the apartments this summer to the third floor in a brand new redone and furnished room, then my roommate that share the room I sleep in decided that she was going to start living more and more over at her boyfriends apt., after which a big fight broke out between the two of us and my other roommate was in the same boat with me (I was told by my roommie that was staying at her boyfriends that I'd be a brides maid...well that went down crap stream, she in turn told our other roommate (and now good friend of mine) that I wasn't going to be in the wedding anymore because I've fat...I was bawling and still upset about it), then some more crap happened and so my roommie hasn't slept in the apt. since we moved up here. So both my and other roommie have been PO'd over this whole thing cause we then found out she was taking things without permission and we think stealing sugar that she could well buy herself. Shes become distant and recently we found out she's trying to get out of the apt. contract here and is now officially engaged to her boyfriend. To create even more crapola!!, I was having health issues and also was tired all the time and couldn't go a day without a nap. Well went to the doctor, drank some punched flavored drink to test for diabetes, had like five vials of blood taken, fainted, got another vial taken (this time I was laying down), then had my finger pricked and tested by a meter. Well turns out I have Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome and Type 2 Diabetes, which explains the medical issues I was having...shortly after I had a sleep study done and found out I stop breathing when I sleep and so have sleep apnea as well!! So to help with these things I got on some insulin that I can take by mouth, finally got my meter last week (Purple Twilight is the color XP ), and got a machine with a mask that goes over my nose and forces air into my face to help me keep breathing at night. With all that done and four diabetes classes, I feel a whole lot better I sleep better, I'm not having much of the medical issues as I had before, and just recently had a friend ask if she can room with me when my other roomie moves out.

With all the craziness, you can see why I wasn't on and yet I still apologies for everything I've not done or promised
~Kailey~

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