Lets just say "phase 2" of the soot issues happened the other day. A lot of stuff was still in boxes due to the rooms needing repainting from the soot damage.
Some still was awaiting soot cleaning.
The soot mongers as I sometimes call them, have apparently managed to have claimed more victories towards ruining my life.
My small MOC G1 TF collection, all of my art portfolios and computer stuff have been trashed thanks to the ongoing issues related to the soot. You ask why/ how I'm online?...Not on my computer!. I won't be as upset about the computer stuff if I had a higher paying job and could buy an upgrade.
I've decided I'm going to quit my last job soon. I feel really awful at the thought of quitting my last job (despite that I disliked the job in the first place and was only planning to be there until I could setup my massage room) because I've managed to avoid being unemployed despite an awful economy for years.
Last time I was unemployed was because I walked away from a situation that had become so abusive that I had a stalker.
Sadly I had another job lined up that I had planned to call about on Monday. Quite honestly with the rat race the way it is and competition among jobs so fierce, I don't think anyone is going to hire someone with a sad, zombie like stare in dirty clothing( hard to keep up when you have to wash everything by sink and most of your clothing is stored away contaminated).
I don't think I'm getting a chihuahua anymore because for starters, I feel that nobody un-employed should get a new companion animal.
The thought really depresses me , the more other people hurt me and destroy my life( indirectly in this case) , the more I'd like a cuddly chihuahua by my side.
If it comes to this, I'm going to walk away from this forum because it will be too upsetting to look at those cute faces anymore knowing that I might not have any hope left for my own.
I said I cannot clean up another huge mess anymore when the last mess wasn't even finished and I need to get away for a week.
I got "yelled at" and called a spoiled brat for wanting to go away a week and that I could be evicted if I leave behind a mess.
I get "yelled" at being on their computer a lot when everything else has been taken away from me; my professions, what little I had of a social life, most of my hobbies and my recreation. At least now that my computer stuff cannot be used anymore, maybe I'll get hassled less?.
When I first moved there, it was all, you can work on art, you can build that massage practice, you have can a bunch of fish tanks and you can get that chihuahua you've been wanting. I'm starting to feel like I'm ending up worse then before in my affortable housing unit.
Or that issue that if I don't sleep in the house, I might as well not live there.
I have said that if something else happens in that house, I want to be awake to deal with it. I had to cuddle up in my winter coat last night under my sleeping bag, but I feel safer out in the car then that deathtrap...I mean new rental house.
On the bright side, I'm going to try and get an appointment with the unemployment center today and get my benefits raised if I become unemployed.
This is a far cry from before I moved in Dec when I had potential clients lined up for my new massage room that I was setting up, I do at least feel confident that I was being responsible and making a good effort to be a productive working person who contributes positively to society.
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Considering a law suit against the former house owners who didn't warn me about serious furnace problems before I moved in.
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