My pretty girl... Georgia
My beautiful Georgia was taken from me on Jan. 11. She squeezed between my boyfriends legs to dart across the street to see me. She was my heart and I was hers. Unfortunately that sad night, two cars were passing. She missed the first but hit the seconds tire. My boyfriend ran to get me. Seeing her look up at me not able to move her body broke my heart in a million pieces. I picked her up to rush her to the emergency vet. I cradled her in my arms and told her how much I loved her and to hold on. She kissed me in the car until I think she couldn't see anymore.
When I got to the emergency room I pleaded for them to save her. She had brain damage which cause her right side of her body to not function anymore. The doctor told me I had to make a choice. I couldn't. One minute passed and the vet told me her heart stopped beating and she stopped breathing. This is when my heart stopped beating and I stopped breathing.
It is the saddest time in my life. I feel like I am half the person I was a week ago. I miss the sound of her feet, the smell of her fur, my kisses, and the look of "I love you Mommy." Above all I feel like I let her down. I thought I would have a long life with her and instead I got 3 and a half wonderful years.
I miss you and love you Georgia, I will see you when I see you, never to let you go.
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