So sorry for your loss! What a beautiful cat!
I am a first time cat owner. I have had Meanie for 8 1/2 years. She has converted me! I never dreamed I would ever have a cat! She was born in my backyard to a ferel mom with four other siblings.
Please know that someday this hurt will heal! My DIL had to put one of her cats to sleep on Monday at age 15 because of deteriorating health.
You are in my thoughts.