It's 5am on Saturday. I have been up all night.
I feel extremely weird. It feels like my heart is surrounded by air and pumping extremely fast. I am feeling 'High' but not on any serious meds. I took a total of 5 advil pms and 2 melatonin. I took 3 advil pms and 2 melatonin's at 2am and just took 2 more advil pms like 10-15 minutes ago. I just can't get to sleep. I feel weird like I don't know where I am but i do.
I suffer from depersonalization and PTSD and i just hate this.