My Heidi has gone.
I don't come on here as often as i used to..you know what it's like when life gets hectic.
I had to say goodbye to my 14 year old yorkie yesterday and it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do.
She had cancer and had been coughing then her breathing became very laboured, she wouldn't sleep and became very exhausted. Our vet said we could try dieretics (sp?) to try and get rid of the fluid on her lungs but i knew in my heart that the time was right to let her finally get the sleep she so desperately needed. She was given a sedative first and she looked so peaceful.
She has been a huge part of my life for so long, I was only 19 when i got her at 8 weeks (i'm now 33) she was there when i met my husband, was at our wedding and was there when we brought our newborn son home from hospital, he is now 12 and has coped remarkably well.
My heart feels very heavy and i'm totally numb, i'm walking around in a daze.
I know i will feel better one day..i'm taking each day as it comes but theres a huge void in my life now and it will never be the same again.
Cherish your babies..life is unbearable without them. x
Lola (Cholas Princess Lola) Born 19 July 2010.
Last edited by Kezza; 05-17-2007 at 11:27 AM.