I'm having a hard time writing this, but today we found James nicely laid by our mail box this morning. He didnt look to be hit or anything so the only thing we can figure is that he was poisoned by someone.
I watched him and his siblings be born and I touched them hours after they were born. I know this happens with outdoor cats, but it still hard and my son is handling it the hardest.
I dont know, I'm trying to stay strong for my son but I just want to crumble into a heap and cry.