[*Sarah*]

Nemo died. It's weird because to me it feels like he was only here yesterday.I feel like I miss him more as everyday passes and I keep thinking this is all a bad dream and he'll be there snoring on my pillow next to me. Also had the added fun of my ex had called the police after he had died to try and get compensation from me for the cost of Nemo. I honestly dont think I could have had a worse month and having to have the police actually call my vet to confirm he had died was terrible I have other pets there. The police were really nice to me though and said they were really sorry for bringing all this up, I cant belive my ex is truly that evil to get the police involved over money! Plus the police told me not to worry I paid the insurance so any money I get back is mine and they will make sure my ex stays away from me.

I find all of this just makes it harder for me to grieve for my little boy cos all I'm getting is it thrown back in my face every second whether it was at work or with my ex and now the police. My ex is still harassing me I must get about 3 e-mails every day and my mobile and house phone are pranked daily. Why cant they just all leave me alone!

 

[*Sarah*]

I've blocked all the e-mail addresses I know of but it isn't stopping it and it's my parents house I've changed my mobile but I cant do anything about the house phone

 

[*Sarah*]

Well when I spoke to the police they said keep everything that has been sent to me and they'll warn my ex off me lets just hope it works. They did mention a restraining order to me but I dont really wanna go to court unless I have too.

On a brighter note I do have a date I've been set up on at the end of the week, wish moi luck sounds right up my street though owns their own livery yard, and everyone knows what I'm like with horses been riding since I was 2. Plus my new beau as such hehe said they'd come with me to my ex's to get my stuff back and to avoid any problems, and bonus they like chihuahua's and have like a cavalier king charles spaniel and 3 cats and 3 horses of their own so yay I've met another pet nut.

Sarah

 

[*Sarah*]

From what the police said if I need any assistance they'll be there. If things get bad I have my mobile and the police will be around faster than my ex can do anything plus hey new guy is a semi pro showjumper dont think my ex would stand a chance. But I am not leaving over £1000 of stuff there

 

[*Sarah*]

we pushed the date forward I'm seriously in love never falllen this quick with anyone we're like seeing eachother every day and I can ride his horses whenever I wanna plus if I wanna buy a horse of my own I get free livery (£700 a week) and he loves chi's I was thiking of asking my breeder if I could have 2 chi's from this litter I'm waiting for he wants a chi and has been looking for one for the last year and a half cos he thinks they're are gorgeous and fell in love with my Nemo and said he'd look after me I swear if this works out I've died and gone to heaven.

 

[*Sarah*]

haha gets better I just got offered a job as a zookeeper at chessington world of adventures but gotta make sure my backs up to it first. Plus everything seems to be working out with the other 1/2 (cant believe i can actually say that) I've been officially asked out still abit warey but we've kinda known eachother for a while via friends so I know all is legit. at the moment I cant stop smiling and I know Nemo would have loved it all.