loads has been happening latley ive been working at my new job in the local esso petrol station for nearly 4 months and i really enjoy it ive made some great friends BUT latley theres been LOTS of ******** going around and my 2 friends who are in a relationship are getting put down and i hate it but i mean im so worried becouse most of this stuff is going on becosue people are moaning that other people arent doing any work or are not doing this that or the other. i dont get on with one girl she doesnt like me i dont like her but we dont fight we get on with it and be civil. the thing is though im really making a effort stocking up LOADS turnning up on time doing what i am ment to even if i mess up abit atleast ive tried right? but with all the ******** and nasty back stabbing going on im so scared of getting in trouble myself im nto getting deeply invovled in it all im just trying to get on with it. im just so scared becosue in past jobs ive had trouble you knwo managers not liking me getting in trouble when ive been trying to do right, i guess im just paranoid about the past repeating its self sorry to lumber it on you guys as its silly really, like jay keeps saying keep your head down have a laugh and do your job then it will be ok. Thats what im doing i just cant help feel somthing bads gonna happen the managers seem to like me but becouse they too are ****** and sly im scared they are putting a front on though, would they be helping me with more hours as i need them if they didnt like me and would they really greet me all nice if they didnt like me they seem genuine im just paranoid sorry guys i have noone i can tell this to really its confusing i know lol.