All your dogs know that their mommy is hurting. Let them comfort you and I'm sure that will bring all of you some relief. You and dear Nemo are in my prayers. I wish I had it in my power to make all your pain just disappear. I pray you find the strength that will allow you to go on and the peace of mind that will allow you to be happy again.
Stay here with us, please, so we can keep our arms around you.