[janiebabes]

OMG! I am so sorry And I know how you feel. Dont blame yourself. I held the guilt also of losing a chi. Things happen that we have no control over. Would have, should, have, could, have. He was doing what he loved to do It was an unintentional unforseen accident no one is at fault. please don't beat yourself up over this. After time. I had gotten Lady and I would swear she was goliath reincarnated everything she did he had done he would place his paws a certain way on my face . Hang in there you hae us to cry upon and cry to ya hearts content