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I spoke to Nemo's breeder earlier she was devarstated about what happened to my little boy but said she knew how much I loved him and how happy he was, She said she was breeding Nemo's mum and dad again in a few months and if I wanted I could have pick of the litter so I would have a full brother or sister to Nemo. I know it wont be my little boy but part of him would still be inside this other puppy. I'm still thinking about what to say to her. The pup wouldn't be available for about 6 months so I would be able to grieve for my baby but also have his legacy live on.

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my little bro who is 15 spent all day at school trying to put on a brave face he broke down twice he loved little Nemo so much, he brought light to everyones life he was in. Anyway my bro realised Nemo's name backwards is OMEN which means sign from god, so Nemo was our little angel without us even realising it, he was here for such a short time but he has changed the lives of everyone who knew him including converting my parents who only have big dogs to chi's they just love them now and all because of one little pure happy soul who was here for such a short time then he had to show us his true identity find his wings and fly home to heaven where he is there looking after us all. little Nemo he may have been small but he accomplised big things in his short time here.

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I love you always my little boy and I hope your brother or sister will grow up to be half as amazing a little guy as you, I am honoured to have known you even if it was for such a short time and to have called you my best friend.
 

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My mum and sister went to see Nemo's breeder today and to give her some photos of him and a letter from me because I wasn't quite ready to go in person. They saw Nemo's mum and his brother Alfie (moon , yes like eastenders to all the english people lol) who was over twice the size of little Nemo as was his sister Bonita. She told them that the puppy was mine and I could choose which one. Nemo may not be with me physically but he will be in spirit, I said yes to having the other puppy but it wont be born for 6 months so I wont have him or her for at least 8 months which gives me time to accept the loss of my little boy. Also we found out Alfie has a similar accident with bumping his head but with him it was falling off the couch, but they managed to save Alfie at the vets because he was soo much bigger (3 pounds). I was so lucky to have him even the breeder said he was the prettiest little chi she had ever seen. I was thinking of getting a little girl tho this time if there is one available that way Nemo will always be my little man.
 

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I've had a few people who are involved in the dog world recommend I have bereavement councilling because of how I lost Nemo and to prevent prolongued bereavement and depression. Also due to the fact that I work with dogs it reopens old wounds on a daily basis when I see everyone else has their best friend and I lost mine.

I was so close to him my mum is even finding it hard to believe I went into work everyday this week, I told I had to for the dogs I look after they need me. I'm really finding it hard especially at night I miss him snoring on my pillow next to me and I even cuddle the pillow he died on every night and put his dog tag on a chain and wear it around my neck so I feel he's still with me. I'm so upset I just come home from work and go and cry myself to sleep, my family says I'm going through something similar to someone when they lose a baby because I was never apart from him for a minute and I tried my hardest to protect him. I loved him so much.
 
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