Miya's is coming up. At first I wasn't nervous because I know dogs get this all the time. Now that it's right away the corner, I'm really nervous. I feel guilty. You may laugh, but I feel like as a woman, I get the right to choose...but Miya doesn't. I have to choose for her. Is it the right choice? I have no desire in raising puppies so I know I have to do it. I don't want her to go into heat.. just wish it wasn't such a major surgery. Her bloodwork came back today, everything was fine. I am really worried and already crying..it's gonna be a rough day on Tues.